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ChiefRocka
Senior Member
United States
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Joined: Feb, 2011
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 Posted - 2011/06/01 : 04:58:08
Understatement of the year?
I doubt it will cut it, but I'm seriously sorry. It's pretty much obvious that I've been here before as Rayovac and Contraposition. I don't know if posting this will make you all hate me even more, but I know I need to apologize. I'm not going to make any execuses either, I'm just a social trainwreck plain-and-simple.
I am extremely sorry about that stupid suicide note. While I did come close to doing something awful, I didn't, making it a pointless injection of drama and bullsh*t.
I'm going to completely halt posting here ad infinitum before I anger anyone else, and I would prefer it the three accounts I made get banned.
Also, Andy, I can keep working on your site for you if you actually want. Solely your decision if you want to keep me onboard.
I'm gone.
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atomsk
Advanced Member
United States
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Joined: Jan, 2009
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 05:01:34
Wait... I missed something again, what the **** happened?
I'm so out of the loop.
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TheOneNOnly
Advanced Member
United States
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Joined: Oct, 2008
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 05:05:01
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Originally posted by atomsk:
Wait... I missed something again, what the **** happened?
I'm so out of the loop.
Not just you, no idea what this guy is talking about.
What's up?
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Bonkers4Life
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Canada
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Joined: Apr, 2009
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 06:07:24
I remember a Rayovac but i do not remember a suicide note!
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DJseaking
Average Member
Canada
242 posts
Joined: Jul, 2010
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 06:07:36
I do remember that post. in my opinion, I don't think its necessary that you leave.
Although i suppose if thats what you want to do, its your decision
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latininxtc
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United States
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 06:31:22
All I wanna know is... what address did you give us? I actually called gave the ppl the # and nothing came up.
alright for those of you who are not aware, some time ago (maybe last year can't remember) member Rayovac posted a 'suicide' thread. He said he was pretty much going to end it, and that anyone who cared to do so they can call up the # to the police station and give them an address.
i actually saw it a few mins after it was created but i didn't really know what to think of it. finally someone was brave enough to post some time later and I decided that I would make the call. I gave them the info as well as the direct link to the thread in case it was serious and they would send a cop car over there. Some asshat who doesn't post here anymore believed that it was all fake and while i had my suspicions, it wasn't a subject to take lightly.
So nothing came of it. i called an hr later and they said no one was there. found the thread here it is:
http://www.happyhardcore.com/forums/topic.asp?topic_id=51980
but really Contraposition you don't have to leave. Just don't make suicide notes and that'll be fine.
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JayHH86
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Vietnam
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Joined: Dec, 2008
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 08:41:16
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Originally posted by DJseaking:
I do remember that post. in my opinion, I don't think its necessary that you leave.
Although i suppose if thats what you want to do, its your decision
+1
Yeah man, relax. I don't think you should leave either.
People do stupid shit sometimes. It happens.
If you wanna talk to someone about fcuked up stuff, add me on msn. You'll have to go a long away to shock me. And I'd be happy to listen. Kind of anonymous, human stress-ball if you like. My msn address is on my profile page.
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Triquatra
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United Kingdom
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Joined: Nov, 2003
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 08:59:22
known for a while, didnt want to out you ;) IP tells all.
Welcome back chris, you were missed :)
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djDMS
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United Kingdom
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 10:21:10
Just learn from it and move on. You'll find plenty of reasonable and supportive people here. As Jay said, here if needed
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Ken Masters
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 10:45:22
I remember that suicide thread & I remember feeling really sorry for you & hoping you didn't do anything stupid.
People on here are even kind enough to look out for one another & phone the authorities as they also feared the worst.
I hope that it was genuine & that you are now feeling better.
On the other hand, if it was all a wind up & abuse of the trust between people on here then i'd be more than happy to never see you around here again.
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Hard2Get
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United Kingdom
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Joined: Jun, 2001
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 12:39:51
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Originally posted by ChiefRocka:
Understatement of the year?
I doubt it will cut it, but I'm seriously sorry. It's pretty much obvious that I've been here before as Rayovac and Contraposition. I don't know if posting this will make you all hate me even more, but I know I need to apologize. I'm not going to make any execuses either, I'm just a social trainwreck plain-and-simple.
I am extremely sorry about that stupid suicide note. While I did come close to doing something awful, I didn't, making it a pointless injection of drama and bullsh*t.
I'm going to completely halt posting here ad infinitum before I anger anyone else, and I would prefer it the three accounts I made get banned.
Also, Andy, I can keep working on your site for you if you actually want. Solely your decision if you want to keep me onboard.
I'm gone.
It wasn't remotely obvious and now that i know, I'm not bothered in the slightest. I expect most feel the same way.
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Kind of anonymous, human stress-ball if you like
Lol!
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acidfluxxbass
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United Kingdom
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 12:44:15
Detective Inspector Tweakn caught you out. Dead people dont generally use the same MSN adress after they pass.
I'm a bit pissed off. I know people who've committed suicide, and its not something you feign or fake, or joke about.
Its sick imo. While I'm glad your ok, I think your sick in the head. Deranged like.
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Hard2Get
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 12:46:15
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Originally posted by acidfluxxbass:
I'm a bit pissed off. I know people who've committed suicide, and its not something you feign or fake, or joke about.
Maybe but it's not like anyone who really knows him like family etc would be reading the forum so it's pretty meaningless for the most part.
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JayHH86
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 12:50:05
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Originally posted by acidfluxxbass:
Detective Inspector Tweakn caught you out. Dead people dont generally use the same MSN adress after they pass.
I'm a bit pissed off. I know people who've committed suicide, and its not something you feign or fake, or joke about.
Its sick imo. While I'm glad your ok, I think your sick in the head. Deranged like.
I don't think he did it to get a laugh Olly mate. At the time of posting, he was probably deadly serious.
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NekoShuffle
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United Kingdom
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Joined: Nov, 2009
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 12:59:57
Feel free to stay, I wasn't around when all that stuff happens but it doesn't really interest me. I've seen similar (and weirder) stuff on other forums where someone faked their death (including an attempt to fake a newspaper article about it; what were they thinking?!). Unfortunately they decided to talk to me on MSN about a week after they died because they forgot they added me from that forum, it was awkward being the one to say "..Aren't you supposed to be dead?"
either way you're a good poster here and you should continue posting, I personally would not see you any differently. Everyone is a bit messed up in the head in someway or the other, at least I hope so because I don't wanna be the only one. If you exclude yourself from more social stuff you're not exactly gonna get any better so you should stay.
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Future_Shock
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Posted - 2011/06/01 : 13:25:33
quote:
Originally posted by acidfluxxbass:
Detective Inspector Tweakn caught you out. Dead people dont generally use the same MSN adress after they pass.
I'm a bit pissed off. I know people who've committed suicide, and its not something you feign or fake, or joke about.
Its sick imo. While I'm glad your ok, I think your sick in the head. Deranged like.
So have I. But read the original thread and read his apology. He even said when it came time to do something, he didn't. He wasn't joking around. Are you actually condemning him for being in a suicidal situation and not going through with it? That's more deranged than the act imo.
Also what was this business about changing your avatar to "contraposition is chiefrocka"? Really olly? You've been on the bad side of some drama in the past. I wouldn't think you'd want to pass that on.
I've known people to sadly take their own lives too, and to be honest that just makes me more compassionate to his situation and happy that he didn't do anything stupid.
You don't need to leave mate. I'll give you three reasons.
1) This is a forum. No regular uses can simply decide whether you're allowed to be here or not. You have every right. Look at smoogie.
2) If people actually start to make your life miserable here, report them. That is NOT what this site is meant to be about.
3) It's a forum. On the internet. Anyone who takes this even a little bit personally is taking the forum a little bit too seriously. People make mistakes, let it go. Most of the people here don't even remember or werent around.
Welcome back, wish i knew sooner :)
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